But I got a lot of bad habits
So as of right now
I'm quitting
I quit worrying about the future
I quit regretting the past
I quit doubting myself
I quit complaining
I quit lying
I quit judging
I quit feeling envying others for their perfect relationships, perfect body, perfect talents, perfect life
Because it's not perfect
I quit trying to be perfect
I quit letting my feelings go unsaid
I quit being complacent and lazy in the relationships that really matter to me
And I quit putting time into the ones that don't
I quit Netflix binging
Except if it's Breaking Bad
Or Lost
Or Fuller House
Ok, maybe I don't quit Netflix
I quit the comments section
Unless you have something nice or constructive or meaningful to say
Then let's talk
I don't quit fear
I don't really have control over that, but I do quit letting it control my life
I quit caring about imagined criticism that hasn't even come my way yet
I quit editing myself in the hopes of avoiding that criticism altogether
I quit pandering to judge mental Christians who don't think my channel is "Gospel centered" enough
I quit my temper
I quit my selfishness
And I quit biting my fingernails
I quit quitting
Except for all this stuff
I quit my dirty room
I quit my broken closet handles
I quit excuses, fear, pride, and greed
I quit avoiding eye contact to avoid connection
I quit all the things that keep me from being the man I should b